Thursday, 26 December 2013

Let Me Be Misunderstood

Baby, do you understand me now?
Oh, baby - don't you know I'm human
I have thoughts like any other one
When things go wrong I feel real bad.
I'm just a soul whose intentions are good.

I have never stumbled so much before scripting ever in my life, but this time I could see my hands shivering. I am going through a mixed feeling right now. I have never desired to write an article like this in my past. In fact nobody does.
It was three years back I saw someone walking into my class to make some announcement, no one in the class felt her interesting , I too was not an exception .It was an year later when our classes got shuffled I saw the same uninteresting girl in my class. It took almost 3 months for us to get a chance to talk and finally we spoke, that’s where it started, an uninteresting girl turned to a most interesting person of my life and as times rolled on she became the only interesting thing I could think of in my life. And one fine day I decided to tell her that she is the only person who can make my life interesting and I told her the same. Guess that was the biggest fiasco of my life which made me realize that love is always mutual and it always fails when it is not reciprocated. And after that incident she stopped talking ,she even stopped looking at me and after a lot of apologies I finally convinced her that we can carry on as good friends forever so that I’ll at least get a chance to talk with her(with a daydream that someday I can convince her) .
Times rolled, an year passed but my plans failed, today all of a sudden she said she’s leaving and this time it is forever. Yes, today I said bye to her unwillingly and I smiled at her, a farewell smile when my heart wanted to beg her not to leave. I knew that we are not to going meet again ever, I knew I can never see that ravishing smile ,I can never see that elegant adorable female walking towards me, that exquisite little character finally came to an end in my life and she started walking where I was standing inarticulately waiting for her to turn and give a last look in my life but she kept walking and she finally vanished out of my sight and out my life too .
Everything has to end but this wasn't the way I expected it to end. There are a few people who come into your life and make a painful mark which is very difficult erase as it remains intense forever. Wish I could go back and correct my past.
She has made an impression in my life,
the one which I failed to do in her life,
the one which I am willing to treasure.

Friday, 30 September 2011

I remember........! I still remember....!!

  
 
 I tried to forget you,but it ended up in remembering every single moment with you.

I want to forget you,but your face comes in my mind giving all positive vibes of life  .
I don't no why ,but your face gave some sort of happiness to me,
And your smile it meant a lot !
You always kept me under your spell .


  
   I still remember that first big smile . I still remember the day  I  walked with you!! I still remember every lame things I did to turn your attention towards me. I still remember the day I spoke to you.I still remember when you waved me for the first time.I still remember how much I use hate holidays just because I cant have a glimpse of you.I still remember the first time I held my hands with you..
 I still remember every single moment with you.....!


Though I wanted to avoid you ,its you your face which
always pulled me towards you.

I longed for that happiness. 

Why do you always take me to the world of fantasies,
I wonder why you always stay unaffected .

I'm not blaming you but why I alone get into fantasies? Why I alone keep remembering everything.?
Why I alone get affected.?

Once again god,Isn't he partial when comes to our life.


Is it a mistake being a coward,sometimes it feels right being a coward.


Life please don't ditch me again.

 
 

  
                                                                                                       -YOUR DREAMER

  

Wednesday, 17 August 2011

Dream......

                "DREAMING" one of the most wonderful thing in the world.Every single person in the world love dreaming.Dream is the virtual world were we do things which we love .Dream, many times makes us feel good.

               
                Dream is a magic and it keeps me under its spell all the time.Dream always showed me the things that I have never seen.My dreams has never forgotten to show things which I loved.Its only the dream which made live with people I love.My dreams are always fascinating and it has never failed to make me high!!!. Guess its the only thing which I got addicted .   


When it is morning  i wonder 'what will i do without my dream???'  I struggle to retain my dream ,still i cannot  :(   .This made me hate the sunrise,as my dreams say good bye .After all  dreams are temporary,
I wish  my dreams come true someday       :)
Keep dreaming         !!!!!